YOUR HAPPINESS DEPENDS ON YOUR ABILITY TO CHOOSE ONE THOUGHT OVER ANOTHER
Will I ever find the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?
The status now looks like this:
Single – Insemination with donor sperm
2010 1st insemination – negative.
2010 2nd insemination – pregnant – spontaneous abortion in week 5.
2010 3rd insemination – negative.
2010 4th insemination – pregnant – spontaneous abortion in week 6.
2011 5th insemination – pregnant – missed abortion – discovered at nuchal translucency scan in week 13+3.
With partner – Insemination with partner’s sperm
2014 1st insemination – negative.
2014 2nd insemination – negative.
2014 3rd insemination – negative.
2014 4th insemination – negative.
2014 5th insemination – negative.
2014 1st IVF – negative (November 2014).
2014, spontaneously pregnant* - missed abortion – discovered at a control scan in week 10+5 (pregnant in December 2014, scanned in February 2015)
*Without fertility treatment
At both missed abortions, the fetus has perished between week 7 and 8.
The control scan I had in week 10+5 I had asked for myself because of my experiences from March 2011.
I’m happy about that now. Otherwise, I would still be carrying a dead fetus inside of me. I would have believed, hoped, and tried to look forward to it.
So if I have to look at this in a positive way, we can now move on 3 weeks ahead of time.
I still bleed quite a bit and I have to keep an eye on that now, and then I need to have at least one normal cycle before we can begin the second IVF treatment.